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P.T.S.D.

Younger Me
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"P.T.S.D. Hits Home" strikes a chord that resonates not only with veterans and active military personnel but also with individuals from all walks of life who have experienced ongoing trauma. This poignant track reminds us that post-traumatic stress disorder (P.T.S.D.), post-traumatic stress injury (P.T.S.I.), and post-traumatic stress syndrome (P.T.S.S.) do not discriminate based on age or race.

P.T.S.D. 
WRITTEN,  PRODUCED AND PERFORMED BY JD LAWRENCE

 

Don’t you go I’ so sorry

Don’t you go  I’m so sorry I’m so sorry 

 

I’m looking at this person in the mirror 

But I don’t know him 

I know he want out 

But I’m stuck too, I can’t show him 

He just need a hug 

But I’m not qualified to hold him 

The mirror say we kin 

Tell me what I owe him 

Every day he’s the same we’re talking about me every day telling me go to church and just pray how am I gonna hear what God say when I got people running around my head all day

 

I can’t sleep at night, I’m stressing

And this PTSD just won’t leave me alone 

Now I’m hallucinating 

Talking to just myself 

I don’t trust nobody 

I don’t even trust myself

 

Uncle Sam ain’t my uncle 

We ain’t friends 

I don’t trust his wife Barbie

Or none of their friends he sending me on tours but I don’t sing a thing I was bamboozled out here now I’m doing other things I see the home of the brave they say I say the only home for the brave is the brave in the grave thank you for your service I didn’t do it for that if you really want to thank me show me where help at 

 

I can’t sleep at night, I’m stressing

And this PTSD just won’t leave me alone 

Now I’m hallucinating 

Talking to just myself 

I don’t trust nobody 

I don’t even trust myself

 

I can fight this beat this therapy don’t mean weakness weakness powers in the tongue God won’t leave me speechless Proverbs 21 God teach this I get a little stronger every time I read this read this come on let’s go you ain’t by yourself everybody sometime need a little help I’m a prisoner of war in my own mind now it hit a little different when you say it out loud

 

I can’t sleep at night, I’m stressing

And this PTSD just won’t leave me alone 

Now I’m hallucinating 

Talking to just myself 

I don’t trust nobody 

I don’t even trust myself

 

I don’t care if you judge me you wouldn’t if you love me I’m learning every day I can teach you how to love me therapy help me taught me talking is healthy money will be what good is getting the bag if the money wealthy I have my good days I have my bad but these bad days are better than the bad that I had I’m a keep it 100 I’m a keep it NoCap I’m just glad to be here to have bad days to have

 

I got anxiety Depression 

I can’t sleep at night, I’m stressing

And this PTSD just won’t leave me alone 

Now I’m hallucinating 

Talking to just myself 

I don’t trust nobody 

I don’t even trust myself

Don’t you go

I’ so sorry

Don’t you go 

I’m so sorry 

I’m so sorry 

 

I’m looking at this person in the mirror 

But I don’t know him 

I know he want out 

But I’m stuck too, I can’t show him 

He just need a hug 

But I’m not qualified to hold him 

The mirror say we kin 

Tell me what I owe him 

Every day he’s the same we’re talking about me every day telling me go to church and just pray how am I gonna hear what God say when I got people running around my head all day

 

I can’t sleep at night, I’m stressing

And this PTSD just won’t leave me alone 

Now I’m hallucinating 

Talking to just myself 

I don’t trust nobody 

I don’t even trust myself

 

Uncle Sam ain’t my uncle 

We ain’t friends 

I don’t trust his wife Barbie

Or none of their friends he sending me on tours but I don’t sing a thing I was bamboozled out here now I’m doing other things I see the home of the brave they say I say the only home for the brave is the brave in the grave thank you for your service I didn’t do it for that if you really want to thank me show me where help at 

 

I can’t sleep at night, I’m stressing

And this PTSD just won’t leave me alone 

Now I’m hallucinating 

Talking to just myself 

I don’t trust nobody 

I don’t even trust myself

 

I can fight this beat this therapy don’t mean weakness weakness powers in the tongue God won’t leave me speechless Proverbs 21 God teach this I get a little stronger every time I read this read this come on let’s go you ain’t by yourself everybody sometime need a little help I’m a prisoner of war in my own mind now it hit a little different when you say it out loud

 

I can’t sleep at night, I’m stressing

And this PTSD just won’t leave me alone 

Now I’m hallucinating 

Talking to just myself 

I don’t trust nobody 

I don’t even trust myself

 

I don’t care if you judge me you wouldn’t if you love me I’m learning every day I can teach you how to love me therapy help me taught me talking is healthy money will be what good is getting the bag if the money wealthy I have my good days I have my bad but these bad days are better than the bad that I had I’m a keep it 100 I’m a keep it NoCap I’m just glad to be here to have bad days to have

 

I got anxiety Depression 

I can’t sleep at night, I’m stressing

And this PTSD just won’t leave me alone 

Now I’m hallucinating 

Talking to just myself 

I don’t trust nobody 

I don’t even trust myself

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